I am really enjoying the sun lately. It feels so good on my face. I feel like I am still making up for lost time that I didn't get to see the sun (as in the long, long winter!).
You know though, sometimes I long for the sun (and a good tan), but after I've been out a few minutes, I get hot and go looking for shade? Why? Why are we like that? We are such fickle people sometimes. We know what we want, but then, there are always things in what we want that we don't want! On rainy days, I want so bad for it to be sunny so that we can go outside and play and laugh and run. But on some sunny days, after being out for a few minutes, I just want to go back into the shade to rest from the heat! We ask the Lord for sun, and then we look for shade. We ask him for rain for the garden, and then we complain that it's raining because we're stuck inside!
Isn't it like that in all our lives? Before we get married, all we want is to be married. But then, we get married and discover that marriage is work! We really want to be parents, but then sometime we'll have to deal with a crying baby or a toddler who needs discipline (27 million times a day!) and we feel "stretched". We feel called to take part in some ministry, but then, that ministry grows (like you've prayed it would) and then you have to put in more time and energy; or you have to lay aside something else to really put into it what God is asking you. Aren't we fickle? We wouldn't trade all those things for the world (our marriage, our kids, the ministry), but yet we aren't always content with what comes along with them. We want the good, but we don't like some aspects of it when it comes.
Lord, help me to be content and enjoy all the parts of wherever you take me and whatever you give me! I don't want to be a whiner or complainer who can never be satisfied no matter what good things You bring to me!